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I think you can guess why I'm apologizing: I HAVEN'T UPDATED IN FOREVER!
Oh gawsh. So much has happened. So lets start with the biggest thing: ME AND COLTON ARE NO LONGER TOGETHER. Yep, he broke up. and yep, he asked me back out. and nope, I didn't say yes this time.
I mean, I'm sorry, but I can only take so much. Don't you guys agree that I deserve better than someone who keeps doing this? he begged, he cried, but my heart has hardened to it. It's just not gonna happen. Possibly, though, in like a year when he gets into high school he will stand a chance. right now, I just want some freedom. some time to "Just be friends" and see how it is.
Lets see what else has happened? oh yeah, well IM OFFICIALLY NOT A MIDDLE SCHOOLER ANY MORE! I guess that's pretty big. finally out for summer. and going into high school! I'm so excited!!!!!
Also, our little group is no longer a group. It's basically become me, julia, lindzse, jamie, jordan, and krystal; and katie, kristen, and lauryn. See, we had a problem with lauryn and she broke apart. then katie kinda just started sticking with lauryn. then this new girl kristen comes and lauryn like totally latches on to her and so now they're friends. And we know lauryn is telling kristen crap about us behind our backs. but you know what? I don't really care, because if kristen wants to believe it without hearing our side, then forget her. also, Im mad at kristen because I had liked this guy austin for awhile, and she knew it. then she started flirting with austin and now he likes her. but luckily now im over him, because at the dance on friday, he kept coming up to us and asking if kristen was coming. finally, I got so mad that I screamed "what are you asking me for? do I LOOK like I would care, or know? we've told you WE DONT KNOW a thousand times! so bug off!" then jordan was like "here, I'll call her", but still yelling, I said "why? why do they deserve us to work just so they can hang out with someone like that? why give them the pleasure?" so jordan agreed, and they left us alone. but im still really mad at kristin, and i want to smack both her AND austin.
Well today I went over to brent's house and we watched this jackie chan movie. it was soooooo funny! then we were in the mood for chinese food so his mom drove us to panda express and we got some. YUM! then we went swimming and we learned how to do flips off his diving bored! totally fun! came in around 8:30 and now I'm updating. so that catches you up!
my grandmother is over to spend the nite. so off to bed I go(well soon at least!)
g'nite!
~Hailey |