Hailey's Journal!

oh crud. again.

Mon, 06 Jun 2005 02:02:16 GMT

OOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH CCCRRRRRUUUUUUUUDDDDDDDDDDD!

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

I think you can guess why I'm apologizing: I HAVEN'T UPDATED IN FOREVER!

Oh gawsh. So much has happened. So lets start with the biggest thing: ME AND COLTON ARE NO LONGER TOGETHER. Yep, he broke up. and yep, he asked me back out. and nope, I didn't say yes this time.

I mean, I'm sorry, but I can only take so much. Don't you guys agree that I deserve better than someone who keeps doing this? he begged, he cried, but my heart has hardened to it. It's just not gonna happen. Possibly, though, in like a year when he gets into high school he will stand a chance. right now, I just want some freedom. some time to "Just be friends" and see how it is.

Lets see what else has happened? oh yeah, well IM OFFICIALLY NOT A MIDDLE SCHOOLER ANY MORE! I guess that's pretty big. finally out for summer. and going into high school! I'm so excited!!!!!

Also, our little group is no longer a group. It's basically become me, julia, lindzse, jamie, jordan, and krystal; and katie, kristen, and lauryn. See, we had a problem with lauryn and she broke apart. then katie kinda just started sticking with lauryn. then this new girl kristen comes and lauryn like totally latches on to her and so now they're friends. And we know lauryn is telling kristen crap about us behind our backs. but you know what? I don't really care, because if kristen wants to believe it without hearing our side, then forget her. also, Im mad at kristen because I had liked this guy austin for awhile, and she knew it. then she started flirting with austin and now he likes her. but luckily now im over him, because at the dance on friday, he kept coming up to us and asking if kristen was coming. finally, I got so mad that I screamed "what are you asking me for? do I LOOK like I would care, or know? we've told you WE DONT KNOW a thousand times! so bug off!" then jordan was like "here, I'll call her", but still yelling, I said "why? why do they deserve us to work just so they can hang out with someone like that? why give them the pleasure?" so jordan agreed, and they left us alone. but im still really mad at kristin, and i want to smack both her AND austin.

Well today I went over to brent's house and we watched this jackie chan movie. it was soooooo funny! then we were in the mood for chinese food so his mom drove us to panda express and we got some. YUM! then we went swimming and we learned how to do flips off his diving bored! totally fun! came in around 8:30 and now I'm updating. so that catches you up!

my grandmother is over to spend the nite. so off to bed I go(well soon at least!)

g'nite!

~Hailey

OOOOOOOOOOOOOPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

Thu, 14 Apr 2005 18:37:53 GMT

OOPS! I havent updated in like FOREVER! o well but something BIG is going on. Basically all my close friends are in a fight against lauryn. krystal is the main one, the most mad one. because lauryn kept bugging her about harrison. so now they are not friends but they still talk and stuff. bummer.

also harrison broke up with krystal today. he is a sleaze bag im sorry but its true;he tried to cheat on her.

thats all cuz i gotta go work on kelly's project(whats wrong with this picture here?)

~Hailey

darn. I forgot again.

Tue, 29 Mar 2005 04:00:47 GMT

OOPS I havent exactly updated since like before spring break. Well having this break has been GREAT so far. Um the 1st 2 days I spent almost entirely with brent. That was fun because I hadnt seen him in like FOREVER(weird considering he's my neighbor :P). But anyway then it was easter and I got a bunch of candy and crud. That was nice. Then last night I spent it with Kylie at her house. We made tortilla soup at like 10:30 PM! LOL that was kinda random but it was fun and the soup turned out tasting nice. But then kylie, racquel, colton, megan, jessica(maybe) and I were going to go see "guess who" today but then kylies mom said kylie couldn't go so then my mom wouldn't let me go either. Big bummer but I ended up getting to talk to colton and racquel anyway so I guess thats OK... and we decided we'll do something else in a few days.

Well I dont know if I'll be updating again b4 the break is over... I dont tend to update at home much dont ask me why I just dont... I just do it always during mr granthams class. well at least thats one thing to look forward too when I go back to school.

Peace!

~Hailey

interesting day

Thu, 24 Mar 2005 20:22:22 GMT

Wow well today when i got to school Krystal was sitting in a corner crying. Everytime she tried to tell us what was wrong she burst into tears again. I asked her if it had to do with Harrision and she shook her head. that was a relief. Finally she managed to tell us that there had been a car accident right by her house and a little girl had died. Krystal had seen her lying dead in the middle of the street. Well actually not dead yet. She heard a cop tell the mom that the girl would probably not live long and the mom freaked out. This really disturbed krystal and heck it would have disturbed me too! But then we found out that it was Colleen who had been in the accident and it was her sister that had gone flying out the window and into the street. but colleen was at school anyway so we took that as a good sign. Now Im in Mr granthams class and he just announced that colleen was infact in a car accident but it was looking like everything was going to be OK. I pray to god that it is because no one deserves to lose someone like that. I know it happens all the time, every second of every day ,but still no one deserves that. I keep thinking about how this morning, while I was simply worrying about my hair and fixing my make-up, someones life was permanently altered. It makes me feel... just... weird. Especially since it was someone I know... Well anyway ill just keep prayin' and anyone who reads this please pray too even if you dont know who Colleen is. Thanks.

But anyway then we had our field day at UWF and it was really fun. Me and Julia played basketball with all these guys and it was great. then we just kinda picniced on the field and ate food and had a "tea party" it was awesome. We basically just ran around and from being in the sun so much i got a farmers tan! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! oh well ill go outside over spring break and fix that.

well thats all for now.

~Hailey

oops. tee hee.

Tue, 22 Mar 2005 19:55:24 GMT

Oops its kinda been like a week since I updated. Oh well... NOTHING that great has happened.

Um yesterday in PE we played vollyball and I dove for the ball this one time, i actually landed on my stomach but I hit the ball about an inch from the ground. it soared over the net and the other team was so surprised that they failed to hit it and we got a point! yay!

Um thats really about all for now! today maybe Ill call colton just for fun. I really love colton!

~Hailey

FCAT

Tue, 15 Mar 2005 20:04:59 GMT

yup its the end of the day and we just got done with FCAT a while ago.

it sucked. but it was easy so i guess thats OK.

well thats about all for now so bye.

~Hailey

PUMP UP THE JJJJJJJJAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMM!

Sun, 13 Mar 2005 05:14:50 GMT

YES! YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YYYYYYYYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

JUST GOT BACK FROM FINAL BASKETBALL GAME OF THE SEASON.

this is the most intense game I have ever endured. At the beginning of the game, i was playing average. But then after getting pushed a couple times I was MAD. Well, according to one of this random stranger that approached me after da game, Im "quite a site to see when Im mad". I got more steals then I probably have this entire season put together. It felt GREAT and I am only sad that this was our last game and I wont be able to use these new skillz in the future.

but the last quarter was when things got crazy. Let me do a bit of a "story-book description" for you.

"It was the 4th quarter, 3:00 minutes left on the clock. Coach pulled me out because I had been playing the entire game. We had 21, the opposers: 19. Whoever wins this game would recieve the title of league champion. UH OH. Erin(REALLY good person on other team) just got fouled. double UH OH. She swishes both her shots. Now its 21 to 21 with only 2:00 minutes left. The ball goes back and fourth, back and fourth, until finally Jessica manages to pass to Stephanie for an easy layup. Phew. Now its 23 to 21, with the score in our favor. Oh dear. Stephanie has just fouled out. We really needed her in there. A couple shots later, its 24 to 23 with us still in the lead. 1:07 remain on the clock. Now Erin is dribbling the ball, after a pass from Jenny. Shes heading for the basket. Dont just stand there, Jamie! I know you dont want to foul but take a risk dont let her take th-NEVER MIND. Erin just scored and now we are down by one. Oh gosh, 15 seconds left. A single tear falls down my cheek as I realize that I will not be going home a winner tonight. Now its jessica with the ball. Jessica to Jamie. Jamie to the basket. She misses. Laura wiht the rebound. and, and , and... LAURA WITH THE SCORE!!!!!!!!!!!!! 26 to 24. five seconds left. coach puts me back in so I can use my defense to prevent a score for the others. In basketball, five seconds can be an eternity. Jenny is throwing the ball in. She can not find anyone to pass it to. She manages to get it down court. two seconds left. Erin with the ball. Dribbles to a good spot. one second left. She shoots. 1/2 seconds left. She misses and the buzzer lets out its victory cry. It is now that I burst into tears. Tears of joy. Its wimpy but hey what the heck I have the right to be emotional. Now off to cancoons for a PARTY!"

Well yeah all that happend and then the party was fun... got a NICE trophy... personalized and everything... Well now Im home and exhausted so I think Ill go to sleep.

~*Hailey*~

oops

Fri, 11 Mar 2005 15:15:33 GMT

oops sorry its been awhile again. But actually not much new has happend. WOW was fun of course on wednesday... then I totally wore myself out at jazz.

Well yesterday we had theatre group @ PLT again. Guess what? I got the part I wanted in that play! yay, I am "cinderella". as I already mentioned, the play is called "final dress rehearsal" and it is about a theatre group trying to put on the play "cinderella" but a bunch of stuff goes wrong at the final dress rehearsal. I am the person who plays cinderella (in the play; i know its confusing!). But I get to say a bunch of funny lines and stuff. so that will be fun.

sorry about my improper grammer and stuff. I feel to lazy to capitalize and spell things right...

~*Hailey*~

grumbles

Tue, 08 Mar 2005 20:03:49 GMT

I don't really think today could get any worse.
*wishes she hasn't said that because now she knows it will*

OKAY, first period was just plain incredibly boring and I got a bad grade on one of my papers. not that bad so far but whatever. Then second period we took a quiz that I think I failed. It was awful! then for homework we got assigned the backside of a worksheet, which I now can't find. So anyway 3rd period was PE. great news(not)! We started VOLLYBALL, which I HATE. The only thing I hate worse thatn playing a game I hate is losing during that game. And our team lost, BIG TIME. I mean, we SUCK! So then 4th we had to do this stupid FCAT thing and I realize that I am totally not ready for Fcat. My life next week will be torture. So then 5th I remember that I forgot to get the permission form I needed to watch the movie signed. So for me its off to the library to write an essay on the war, rather than just doodle/watch it! Supposedly the movie was really good, too. Well then in homebase(6th) I had to spend the whole time copying the problems off of that work sheet I lost. They were WORD PROBLEMS, too! UGH! so now Im in last period and with my luck today grantham will come over here, bust me on this site, and give me a pink slip.

So i better go.

~Hailey

Wow

Mon, 07 Mar 2005 15:23:10 GMT

Wow, Its been like forever since I updated. Sorry! Ok, lets do a run-through of the days, starting with after school on Thursday:

Thursday: Got home and went to Theatre group at PLT. Auditions went great... I think I may have gotten a big part. I'll find out this Thursday. When I got home my Grandpa was there. We talked for a while. Then I did homework and went to bed.

Friday: The Bridesmaids' Luncheon for the wedding was today. As I am a bridesmad, I got to go to that and miss school! Then I went to get my nails done. The color matches the dress I will wear. The manicure felt really good but I don't like the color that much. Then that night we had the rehearsal dinner. It was pretty fun only I was the only kid there... But I got to wear the same dress that I wore to the Valentine's dance so it was fun. Then we got home and off to bed.

Saturday: Well the wedding is today. When I woke up my grandpa was here again. He brought donughts but I only ate one so I wouldnt look fat in my dress. Then I went to get my hair done. I love it! They put it up in an "up-do". It is so cool! I normally don't like my hair up but wow this looks good. Well then we went home for an hour to just relax. After that it was time to go to the church! When we got there we put on our dresses and posed for what seemed like a million pictures. Well then we had another hour before the wedding actually started so I just read a book. And before I knew it it was time to walk down the aisle! Well the wedding went just great. Everyone was so happy. Then we rode to the reception at the zoo. Fun again. Then I went home for sleep.

Sunday: Woke up and went to sunday School. Colton asked me to go see a movie. I did. We saw the pacifier that was fun. Then a basketball game at 4:00. We won and I scored 6 points. Not bad but not great either...

Today(Monday): Nothing has happend so far today. Im in Grantham right now... and thats all. Ill update later today if anything interesting happens.

I love colton!

~Hailey

wuzzup

Thu, 03 Mar 2005 19:58:09 GMT

Hey guys! I'm in Mr.Grantham's class right now. I just finished all my work so i thought what the heck I'll go post something. Um not much news... WOW was fun yesterday we played knockout(basketball game) and I won twice in a row! It was so cool. Today when I get home my grandpa will be there. I am so excited! He is coming in town because my uncle is getting married on Saturday. That will be fun! I am a bridesmaid in the wedding... I can't wait!

Well today in PLT theatre group we have auditions for our big play. The play is really funny. Its about a group of people trying to put on a play. Im going to audition for either the director, or the person playing cinderella. I wish myself luck!

Well that's all for now. If anyone wants to call me my grounding ends tommorow, so call me then. Bye!

~Hailey

Hi!

Wed, 02 Mar 2005 02:18:59 GMT

Hello everyone! Well I know its been a few days since I updated, but there hasn't really been much to say. Um today I went to Loaves and Fishes with my Youth Group. It is a homeless people soup kitchen. It feels really good to help all those people. Racquel and Colton came too. It was really fun. One time I had to go to the bathroom, and all 3 of us were standing in this one spot, so I said I had to go and turned to leave. Then Colton said he was going to get water(fountains are right by the bathroom). Then Racquel wouldn't let him cuz she didn't want us to be alone together! It was so funny I burst out laughing... Um yeah just thought I'd let yall know all this stuff. Well talk to you guys later.

PS
I am grounded from the phone until friday, so dont call me or I might get in more trouble. Thanks.

~Hailey

Some questions for you to answer!

Sun, 27 Feb 2005 20:39:52 GMT

Copy and paste into the comment box then answer them!

1. Who are you?

2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?

14. Physically, what stands out?
15. Emotionally, what stands out?
16. Do you wish I was cooler?
17. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
18. Am I loveable?
19. How long have you known me?
20. Describe me in one word.
21. What was your first impression?
22. Do you still think that way about me now?
23. What do you think my weakness is?
24. Do you think I'll get married?
25. What makes me happy?
26. What makes me sad?
27. What reminds you of me?
28. If you could give me anything what would it be?
29. How well do you know me?
30. When's the last time you saw me?
31. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
32. Do you think I could kill someone?
33. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/staying the same?
34. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
35. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you ?

wow, how quickly things can change...

Sun, 27 Feb 2005 00:29:32 GMT

OK I am happy now, and also a little guilty about that last post. though, I guess it was worth posting, I AM teen now...

Anyway things took a turn for the major better. I FINALLY got ahold of colton, and he was fine with it. he was so understanding! anyway, we went to see "because of winn dixie". It was pretty good but mostly a little kids thing. Oh well, who really watches the movie anyway: ;) just kidding you there! but yeah it was pretty fun. we really should get together more often!

Um the only bad thing for right now is that I just found out my mom cant come to my basketball game tonight. Oh well. But she couldnt come to the last one either(maddi was sick so she stayed w/ maddi) and now SHES sick so that stinks. But I have another game tomorrow so... I suppose thats good!

Talk to yall all later! and btw if you are racquel, when I left u that message I was wanting you to look at the PREVIOUS post, not this one. Everythings fine now. But still feel free to call me if you want!

~Hailey

tears

Sat, 26 Feb 2005 18:40:39 GMT

I can't believe this. Simply cant believe it its not fair its not fair at all this is so stupid how old do they think i am, 3? well fyi im gonna be 14 in less then two months, smart ones. wondering whats going on? well colton invited me to see "hitch" today at 4:00. I was so excited because we havent' been on a date in like forever. but then my mom says she thinks its "innapropriate to see with my boyfriend." this is the second time this has happend and now i have to call him and tell him i cant go because my parents wont let me. how lame. I cant believe this at all. I am so mad and i dont think i will talk to my mom for awhile(my dad was fine with the idea!, but NO, she has to be the one to make the decision.)

*stalks away*

This will MAKE YOU CRY!

Thu, 24 Feb 2005 19:42:02 GMT

OMG I just went to this link. It is a sad little video(its animated though). Not only did I cry, I BAWLED. It is so sad I guess im just emotional right now or something... anyway here ya go.

http://www.flashplayer.com/animation/imissyoudaddy_movie.php

Another day in the life of a teen...

Thu, 24 Feb 2005 02:45:19 GMT

Hah! Told you I'd update. OK, so its been a few days, but nothing that exciting has happened. Um kylie had her b-day party on Sunday night, it was really fun. We stayed up literally all night(Im serious, me and Carly didnt sleep AT ALL!) and on the way there(it was at Adventures Unlimited) we made prank calls. I borrowed someones phone and made a prank call to colton, claming that I was from the cheese factory and his cheese was on the way. It was GREAT! ^_^.

Um today I had youth group. That was fun bcuz I got to see colton, but then this other kid, ryan, told me he liked me and was stalking me the whole time, trying to hug me and stuff. Finally colton told him to back off and they got in a big argument over me. That made me feel special but I feel kinda bad for ryan bcuz hes really nice (though i wouldnt go out with him if you paid me!) So yeah I hope youth group won't be awkward from now on.

Well colton just called to say goodnight and he loves me. how sweet! I better go to bed now though... bye!

~Hailey~

HUGE UPDATE!

Sun, 20 Feb 2005 04:25:06 GMT

WOW! It's been forever! I had just seen that creepy thing so I went to post it and I realized how long its been. well things have been pretty neutural for me...

Um I had a basketball game tonight I scored a few points and got A LOT of steals! And colton came to watch!

Speaking of colton we have been going out for over 1 year now. Our anniversary was Valentine's Day.

So we had our school valentines dance last night. It was pretty fun but me and colton had some issues. See he didn't really wanna come but I did my puppy-dog eyes and he ended up coming. he wouldn't tell me why he didnt wanna come but apparently he had some bad past experiance. Then anyway he wouldn't dance with me the 1st slow song because he said he wasn't "feeling it" yet. I gave him time because he said "dont worry, I will 'feel it' sometime tonight." So after 2 more songs I said colton, please next slow song meet me right here by the stage because I don't wanna waste it looking for you. He agreed, but next slow song he was nowhere to be found. This is where I got really mad. His friends helped me look but by the time we spotted him heading across the room to a new hiding spot the song was over. I was so confused and I almost cried because i thought maybe he didn't like me any more. Anyway I cornered him and I had a mind to stomp on his foot, say "hmph!" and walk away. But I didnt wanna do anything rash without finding out the story. I walked up to him and he, trying to loosen up the moment by being funny, said "Are you gonna slap me? O please don't slap me! Security!". I wasn't laughing. I asked him why on earth was he hiding and I couldn't believe he stood me up like that and maybe we weren't so perfect for each other after all. That really got him. He said "ok please forgive me I'm sorry the truth is I am scared to dance" I sat down and had one of those "TV-movie inspirational speeches" with him. I told him that I didn't care if he couldn't dance and if he had told me in the first place then I wouldn't be mad and none of this would have happened. I also threw in there that its not like I wouldn't like him anymore because he doesn't like do dance. To top it all off, I said that I didn't come there to dance with him, I came there to just be with him because I really cared about him and didnt think we spent enough time together. We ended up laughing about it and agreed to go to a movie the next time a school dance came.

Well that just about sums it up. I PROMISE to update more often now. well bye.

~*Hailey*~

looks around nervously

Sun, 20 Feb 2005 04:00:09 GMT

A girl died in 1933 by a homicidal murderer. He buried her in the ground when she was still alive. The murderer chanted, "Toma sota balcu" as he buried her. Now that you have read the chant, you will meet this little girl. In the middle of the night she will be on your ceiling. She will suffocate you like she was suffocated. If you post this, she will not bother you. Your kindness will be rewarded.

FREAKED OUT HERE! SO I POSTED!

CHRISTMAS!

Sat, 25 Dec 2004 17:41:50 GMT

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!
So what did you guys get? I got a phone for my room, so now my phone line will work again! I got some moon shoes, which are basically shoes with mini-trampolines in the bottom. I'm gonna be bouncing super high! LOL. Also, my parents are going to let me start taking voice lessons with Sabrina George! Kylie takes from her and Julia used to. They both say she's really good! But those didn't add up to the best present of all. I am still in shock from recieving it, LOL. I got (drumroll please) A CELL PHONE! IM NOT KIDDING! It's so cool! It's a cingular, flip out, color phone! I'm SOOOOOO happy! If you want the number then call me on my regular home phone, I dont wanna post it here for the whole world to see! I'll post a pic of it soon!

Love yall!

AAH!

Thu, 23 Dec 2004 21:52:16 GMT

I was over at Brent's house. There were beautiful berries blossoming in his front yard, and we were picking them. His sister Katie was there, too. Finally we got bored with that and played some basketball. Brent was about to go inside and sneak a cookie for all of us, when his mom came out and busted him tip-toeing to the front door. She said they were going to Wal Mart and invited me to come along. It was better then hanging out all by my self, so I did. Once at the store, Brent and I hung out while Katie did the actual shopping with her mom. I told Brent how I was very excited, because there was a chance of snow on Christmas Eve! As I was talking to him, something flickered in my mind. A possible fight, maybe? It bothered me. Oh well, I thought. Must have been a weird dream. I walked down the dairy section and was surprised to see my own mother at the store. She was holding my cat, Tiny, in a pet carrier. They had just come from the vet, and my mom had to get some cheese on the way back so she could make omelettes. I noticed the hinge on the pet cage door looked loose, but I didnt worry. I caught up with brent again, and we walked and talked some more. Colton came up once in the conversation, but I carefully and quickly changed the subject. Brent doesn't like to talk about him. Just then, I heard my mom yell from the back of the store. I went to see what was wrong and saw that my beloved cat had escaped. I ran after her, looking down the isles. Finally I spotted the tip of her tail head out the back door. We chased after her. When we got outside, I saw her sitting by an oak tree that was outside of the back of the store. I told brent to stop, and he did for a minute. He began to run around the oak tree, so he could come up behind her and grab her. I yelled to stop, that his plan wouldnt work, but he would have none of it. He considred himself the best there was and was extremely concieted;He thought all his plans would work beautifully. Naturally, Tiny noticed him before he got to her and ran away. I could not see where she went. Suddenly I remembered everything about Brent. The rumors he spread, the confrontation, the fight. I remembered how much I hated him and couldn't figure out why I had not remembered it before, or why he had been so willing to play with me? One thing was for sure: I hated him. On top of everything he had already done, he had just chased the love of my life away. I ran up to him and screamed some things that I would not like to post here. Then, before he could "help me with my cat" any more, I kicked him HARD in the shins. It was so hard that I heard a slight cracking sound, then he screamed and fell down. I didn't care. I eventually spotted Tiny sitting by some shopping carts. I grabbed her and returned her to my mom. I was still thinking about the encounter with Brent.

this was all a dream. theres more but i dont feel like talking about it right now. its three in the morning! I'll come back later and finish...I couldnt sleep for a while because the rest of the dream had shaken me, but im ready for some more shut-eye now...

Hey!

Wed, 22 Dec 2004 03:58:37 GMT

Hey! Just created the Livejournal! I hope yall like it! I promise to try and keep up with it and update often. I kinda lost track of the last one, lol. Anyway, this is just an introduction entry. Ill actually post wuts been going on in a minute. Welcome, everyone!